Monday, August 1, 2011

I'm awake...

I had the weirdest dream last night (or this morning). Something about being on a space station or something but part of it also took place at the nursery. I dreamed that Talib (my older brother for non-family readers) started working there! I was helping someone and turned around and he was standing there in a blue Walter Andersen's shirt. I said..'You're working here now?!' He said 'yep', then I asked a cryptic 'So that means...' and he nodded..but I have no idea what that was supposed to mean. Then I kept trying to tell people that he was my brother and introduce him but of course..customers got my attention so nobody knew. I realized in the dream that the reason he could get a job there and be my relative was because we didn't have the same last name.
Then I was standing at the service counter and turned to see who was standing next to me and it was Randy Atrat, a former employee who died of cancer two years ago. He looked at me and said, 'I'm praying for you hon' and smiled. I thought, 'that's nice of him' and then immediately remembered that he was dead and started to choke up.
Weird. Message from beyond?


Other than that.... went to bed 'early' last night so I could wake a little earlier to get a shower and gas before going to work. And to fix a lunch rather than spending money.
Oh, I used shampoo on my hair for the first time in months!  woohoo! It's about a quarter inch long now, not long enough to not wear a bandana yet, can still see my scalp but I can see a hair line and color!


I have to get going right now so I will post a quote from one of my friends on facebook.
“You have to find something that you love enough to be able to take risks, jump over the hurdles and break through the brick walls that are always going to be placed in front of you. If you don't have that kind of feeling for what it is you’re doing, you’ll stop at the first giant hurdle.”

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