Wednesday, May 21, 2025

Doing much better today than Monday

 Still not 100% but well enough to drive so I could get bread and dramamine. Yep, that was what they prescribed, meclazine aka Dramamine. I now realzie that was why I was still feeling out of it yesterday and had to actually take a nap. I even noted to myself how it felt like I had just woken up from anesthesia kind of groggy. I'm good to drive at least so that's an improvement but my eyes still can't seem to focus as well as before.

So still have to move slow but not at a snail crawl, turn my whole body not just my head and still can't lay flat or on my side and have to be careful bending over. I slept better last night but ended up propped on my elbows for a good part of it so that was uncomfortable in the morning. If I don't take the Dramamine I'll be fine by the end of the weekend, by 'fine' I'll say at least 90-99% better.

Even doctors don't know why things like this happen and that's really frustrating as well. If there was a way of finding a common instance, blowing your nose too hard or something it would be easier to figure out. Maybe it's all the ice chewing I've been doing? Since at least three other people I know have had this before I feel a bit better it's not a sign of imminent death or disease. 

Just had to transfer $2 from the joint account to the main account to pay for parking tomorrow. Leaving me with literal pocket change in both accounts by the weekend. Once I get back to 'mostly normal' it will be time for all the things to happen for cancer treatment. 

I really wanted to start getting into shape by now with walking and stuff but nooooo, the fates had something else in mind when I voiced my plans. First my knee, then my foot, now this and then cancer treatment and possible surgery.... just can't catch a break. Well figuratively because physically, already did that.

“May God stand between you and harm, in all the empty places you must walk.”

 



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