Not so good night and today

 I think I overate but with my heart issues have no idea if it was related to that at all. I ended up around 8 or 9 pm with what felt like a huge gas bubble in my stomach that ached around to my back. Heart was beating fine, I checked with my little pulse meter. It was rather uncomfortable and would come and go if I moved and stretched. This was all sitting up and just playing on my ipad or phone. Still hadn't subsided consistently even by 11 which would be when I normally would lay down. Didn't really feel comfortable laying down until after midnight and then it was alright even laying on my side. Disconcerting to say the least.

 So kind of slept fitfully most of the night and of course by the time I really could fall asleep Rocky woke up had to go pee, dealt with that then went back to bed. That turned out to be around 4:30 and then fitfully slept until around 7 when Jon woke up. I changed my morning alarm to 9:30 because I wanted to split my morning and bedtime pills closer to 12 hours apart. Of course I decided to just give up and sat up in bed a half hour before alarm went off. So just overall was not a good night sleeping and morning wasn't that good either.

Mood is off, system feels wonky, we got food money but I told  Jon I was not in a good sate to be dealing with other people right then. I told him I was going to make taco meat and do burritos then gave him instructions on how to chop up the tomato and onion for putting on the burritos, he said he threw out the lettuce stuff because it didn't look good. Great. So much for burritos. He wasn't comfortable cutting stuff up right so it was just not a good lunch to make. I ended up making some pico de gallo anyway, hamburger is still thawed in the fridge, will cook that later. Ended up going to Pollo Loco and using some of our ebt money for food. I was hungry. Tostada bowl and a taco with chips and guac which tasted off to me but that could just be me. Everything tastes off to me now, even water. Like my taste buds are all separate entities and there's no main highway to my brain to mix them all together correctly.

So right now I'm tired, technically should have taken a nap but Rocky is on  my side of the bed napping and it's now almost 5 pm. Not nap time at all. In fact need to go down to the garden and cut some cilantro and pull some onions to trade for other veggies tomorrow. Friend Margaret is going to meet me after my appointment and trade potatoes, lettuce,yellow onions and some oranges for the green onions and cilantro, a huge bag of yarn and some bento style lunch boxes I'm not using anymore.  Going to be a long drive home unfortunately being after 4 pm heading East on the highway. 

Destashing and trade for the win.  Okay need to get outside before it gets too dark.