I feel deflated

Almost depressed.
I have lost track of the turquoise bracelet that I've been wearing for almost ten years.
I took it off at work today when it got wet and remember fiddling with it while I talked to a customer and that's the last thing I remember.
I hope that I put it down somewhere and it turns up in lost and found. Or someone finds it pushed off in a corner on a counter. This is really disheartening and frustrating.
It was busy today and I was running around in about fifteen different directions, I remember being called away from the ponds to another section, then it was a blur of customers for the next hour and then I was on my break and could have sworn I put it on the table when I was eating...but someone remembers seeing it on my wrist later.
I'm going to have to try and meditate without being so emotionally attached and see if I can retrace my steps.
I haven't worn it for almost ten years but it seems like it, actually have had it on for about eight. I only take it off when I go to bed, or take a shower..or if it gets wet like this time, long enough to get it dry. Here I was worried about my watch getting wet. The watch I can replace, the bracelet.. is unique and likely about as old as I am.
Have to calm down and clear my head tonight, unblock my mind. You know how that feels when you're trying to remember something and it feels like there's an actual wall or barrier to what you're trying to remember. At least that's the way it is with me.
Going to try and find some ginkgo extract ... memory is slowly slipping more than usual and when things like this happen, it's scary.
Or when I forget that I forgot something. Weird.
I think I'll go and try to write, maybe exercise my brain in another direction, get it loosened up. Riiiight.