Not much to report except...

 Not sure if we've lost any weight but some other things have happened. Not good.

My car air conditioner has been showing signs of dying and it finally did on Wednesday. With a very final plastic clattering from under the car while on the freeway and something skittering on the road behind us. Not sure what part it was but AC isn't making any noise or cold anymore. 

Second. My stupid frustration and menopausal mouth got me in big trouble again. I walked into the break room at work and muttered something about shooting someone. Ears heard and now I am on 'administrative leave without pay' until my case is reviewed.  AS soon as I realized what I had said I apologized to the room. Apparently that wasn't enough. Waiting for a phone call right now either today or tomorrow as they take comments like that very seriously of course.

Luckily I could put in for vacation cash out so I won't be out of money at least. I had about two or three weeks of vacation saved up so that will have to float us until I get back to work.

I need to get out of retail. I can't afford to retire at 62 I'd be bringing in less than I'm making now and wouldn't be able to afford even our low rent let alone everything else. 

And here I had a dream about someone buying a 5 bedroom 4 bath house for me in NY. Why I have no idea, I think it was a combination of  a show Jon's been watching at the turn of the century and the name Bridgerton from that show which we don't watch.

So for the next week or so I am likely on 'forced vacation'. I was hoping to go on vacation soon anyway but not under these conditions. Time off is good though. I needed a break. Still rattled right now and haven't had enough for breakfast.

Jon got his second covid shot and did not sleep well last night. Restless, achy and is now napping on the couch. I also was hoping to stay home in case he needed anything so..be careful what you ask for. Mine isn't  until May 11 and if I'm still working that will be one of my days off and can recover the next day. So anywho..thought I'd let other people know, obviously have to be careful about the details to people other than close friends and family. 

Still beating myself up about it.